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Persistence and will power prove to be enough

Wed, Feb 19, 2014

Staff Writer
Aurora Da Rua – Brazil

SALVADOR, Brazil – Nelson Carvalho, 43, is a street vendor for Aurora de Rua. He has struggled with family breakdown, illness and addiction as well as homelessness, but the love of his children and sheer willpower has helped him turn his life around.

Nelson Carvalho

Photo: Aurora Da Rua

My foot was injured. I asked some friends where I could get it dressed, and they told me about the Comunidade da Trinidade. But my injured foot was not my biggest problem. I had already been on the streets for two years. My drug addiction had brought me to this point. I am the father of six children and my two-year condition really affected my relationship with them. Every time I tried to get close to them I ended up causing more problems. My relationship with my family got worse, and I saw leaving to go onto the streets as the only alternative, so I could stop affecting those I loved.

I saw many bad things on the streets but I also met people who, just like me, wanted to change the course of their lives. The fight against drug addiction is cruel. Sometimes it’s like being in a prison. A person needs lots of will power to not go back to it. I relapsed several times on the road to freedom. The relapses mean I had to find new places to live. One of things that troubled me most was being deprived of the company of my children. I only saw them from afar. This feeling was what drove me to make the decision to change my life.

At the Comunidade, I glimpsed the possibility of a new start. I had a different kind of refuge, where I felt respected, and was in the company of people who wanted to see me get well. While I was there I found out about the work of Aurora da Rua. At first, I saw an opportunity to support myself by selling it. I needed money to help my children, to fulfill my fatherly duties in a dignified way. At that point I didn’t feel ready to take on a formal job. I needed to heal my injured soul. I was learning to be patient and wait. Everything happens at the right time.

Beyond giving me an income, the newspaper opened other avenues. As well as selling at churches, fairs, events and colleges, I have the opportunity to share my experiences with other people and show them that people on the streets are human like everyone else. Sharing like this reinforces the message Aurora da Rua is sending. In the newspaper, someone living on the streets is portrayed with dignity and humanity. Wherever I go today, I am well received and any time I talk to anyone who is still on the streets, I try to instill this message of hope and faith for better days. Persistence and willpower are enough.

- Translated from Portuguese into English by Ali Walker

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